I Hate Myself

I hate myself
From day to day
Nothing else
But still I stay

Try to push through
Try to survive
In this world with no hue
Its hard to feel alive

Sitting as my shell
Holding onto my soul
I feel like I fell
Into an unending hole

No chance to escape
No way to get out
Just throw on the drape
I have no doubt

I'm lost down here
Just leave me be
I'll just disappear
Just fate you see

I was a mistake from the start
There was no place for me
You can't fall apart
When you were always just debris.